Lauren Goodgersaid she has “mixed feelings” about leaving her daughter Larose as she heads on her first baby-free night out in two years.

Taking to Instagram on Saturday, Lauren, 35, said she was apprehensive of heading out without her daughter Larose, 14 months.

The former TOWIE star told her fans that she “wouldn’t be going if it wasn't my best mate's 30th”, as she candidly opened up about socialising while her daughter was at home.

Lauren shared a video of her daughter crawling around her living room with gran Cheryl playing with the youngster and told fans how she was feeling: “I've never been to a party or out and left Larose before. But it's come to that time where I have to start socialing…”

Lauren continued: “'She is now over 1 year and I'm not pregnant anymore after 2 years haha.

“Nanny is baby sitting so I can relax as she used to her and I wouldn't be going if it wasn't my best mates 30th!!

“I'm feeling mixed feelings but I know it's healthy it's her bedtime in 5 hours away loll but I can't wait to get home already miss her”.

After sharing her feelings, Lauren ensured fans they were there with her every step of the way as she glammed up for the night out.

She shared a snap of herself looking glam and wrote: “I've waited for this day that I can do my make up properly!!!!

“I was a mess when pregnant now my skin body and glow is coming back! Make up goes on so much better.”

Lauren used this opportunity toshow off the results of her Botox and lip filleras she posed and pouted for the camera.

As she got into things with her pink dress and Chanel handbag on display, she wrote: “Sorry for the story spam tonight, my first baby free party in two years”.

Lauren has had a difficult time recently as her baby daughter Lorena died right after she was born earlier this year.

Days before Lorena's passing, Lauren's ex-boyfriend Jake McLean, who she dated on and off for five years,was killed in a horrific car crash in Turkey.

Weeks later, Lauren wasallegedly assaultedand taken to hospital hours after her daughter's funeral.

As she started to recover, Lauren showed off her beauty treatments on Instagram and how “self love” was helping her: “My first post of me in a long time …. It’s a road of recovery and I am taking every bit of self love I can …

“"thank you @cosmessex Emmie for making me feel pretty again it’s been 2 years since I’ve had work on my face I had 2 babies back to back and had a lot of heartache pain and traumas but I am finding me again .."

She continued: "it’s going take time for my body shape to come back and my mind to stop over thinking but slowly I am on my way I had lips , nose and anti wrinkle .. #selflove," followed by four white heart emojis.

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