Gwyneth Paltrow is opening up about how she knew that she wouldn’t be an actress forever.

During an interview on SiriusXM’s Quarantined with Bruce, per People, the actress said that after winning the Oscar for her role in Shakespeare in Love, she soon realized the emotional high of fame, celebrity, and Hollywood wouldn’t be long-lasting, and that she didn’t actually “love acting that much as it turns out.”

“I sort of felt like, well, now who am I supposed to be? Like, what am I, what am I driving towards?” Paltrow revealed. She added that the “shine of acting wore off,” thanks to the “intense public scrutiny” a blossoming actress receives in Hollywood.

“Being a kid who’s like living every breakup on every headline, like being criticized for everything you do say and wear. And also, it’s so transitory, you’re always all over. It’s hard to plant roots,” continued Paltrow. “Like I’m such a homebody, you know me, I like to be with my old friends and cook and squeeze my kids. Like I don’t want to be alone in a hotel room in Budapest for six weeks. Like, it’s just not who I am.”

The actress also alluded to her time spent working with the disgraced film producer Harvey Weinstein as contributing to her decision down the line to step away from acting.

“If you compound those things with the fact that like, you know, to be totally candid, I had a really rough boss for most of my movie career at Miramax,” said Paltrow. “Like, so you take all those things [and] you’re like, ‘I don’t know if this is really my calling.'”

Paltrow told back in January that she doesn’t expect to warm back up to acting anytime soon, if ever again.

“The last movie I starred in, I was pregnant with my daughter. It was a movie called Proof, an adaption of a play I did in London, and I was like, ‘I’ve had it. I can’t do this anymore,'” expressed Paltrow. “I had morning sickness and I was dying, and I had these five-page monologues. So when I had her, I knew I was going to take a big chunk of time off. And I’ve never starred in anything again.”

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